ok i'm back..mazel tov. .-.

wow, it's been almost a year. over 2200 deviations to check, which i will not do. and very very many to submit which i prolly will not do either since i most likely have misplaced most of them by now.

i got a job at a photography studio a couple months ago after withdrawing from college up in PA due to some death threats (exciting, huh?), the job lasted about a week or two cuz the people were bitches n always late. now i'm working at a restaurant and i loveee it. knew you cared. (still myself, yes..) i haven't charged my recreational camera in idk how long, i mostly use my cell phone since maybe last august...and my photography camera (yes that's what i call it) i use to take pictures for my dad's business deals mostly...why am i telling you this. basically artistically i've kinda let myself go. i'm mostly focusing on...dare i say it, bigger things right now?..hopefully i'll be back someday soon.

so in case you've been wondering where i've been...

as far as deviations go, my 'recreational' camera has been in the shop since my return from panama in february and i've still yet to upload all those photos that i took (although i turned alot of them in for school credit o.o; ), i've been feeling pretty lazy about dA the past few months, especially while trying to graduate at the same time...it's beyond hell, i swear. also, my good camera is in swell working order except since with juggling school and constantly being extremely sick i haven't been able to be as photographical as i'd like, which is also dropping my photography grade down extremely low, and to top it all off when i took my camera to chicago with me this past weekend (on a last-minute flight for a trip i almost missed due to illness once again, just for some bg info btw) it decided to run out of batteries after about 3 exposures so i was just beyond thrilled. and apparently the entire state of illinois is on a AA battery shortage, and the one backup digital camera i brought since i was in a hurry when i left the memory card stayed at home. so i was pretty blown.

and that's my life story, i knew you cared. possible deviations soon, if i have time, which is quite unlikely. they'll come eventually. right now i just need to concentrate on making it to the end of the school year and then i'll prolly be back on track here around dA. just thought i'd let everyone know where i was, not that anyone cares. lata dayz.

making a journal entry update cuz the last one was too old and it's aggravating me all the same

lata dayz...

sucks ass.

remember how last entry i said if i lost my chair i'd throw myself into the freeway with no vehicle and wearing a blindfold?..

well someone offer me a fucking bandana.


and that's just the cherry on the sundae of my fucking senior year.

and it's after 4am and i havent gotten any sleep at all. this entire month has sucked fucking ass and i hate everything.